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Thursday, January 21, 2010

I lost a friend.

Where did I go wrong,

I lost a friend,

Somewhere along the bitterness,

And I,

Would have stayed up with you all night,

Had I known,

How to save a life.

That song perfectly represents what I feel now. Its been my favourite song for days, and now after what happened, it seems that I can't stop listening to it. I've fallen into life's trap. I got into a quick, short, fun friendship, and it ended. We were friends for barely three months, and it ended just like that. And you know what? It wasn't over a fight. It was just over a talk, and my friend just .. Told me that she couldn't face me anymore.

I should be sad, but I don't know why I'm not. I just feel extremely empty. Like a chunk of me got blown away, ya know? Past the initial shock and all that. It was too bad we couldn't of been friends for longer.

If you're reading this;

You were one of the best friends I ever had, and I'm sad to see you go.

I won't stop you though. Go and have fun with your future friends, and current ones. :D

Have a good life.

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I asked if it was possible if we could be friends again, even though I already know the answer. I don't know why I harbour these false hopes. I know friends come and go but .. This was one friend I rather not have lost.

Sigh, I'm sorry for sounding so negative for these past few days guys. Its just too much for me to take in at one time. To my readers, I'm really, really, really sorry a hundred times over.

posted at : 5:17 AM

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Name's Chong Xu Cheng. I'm currently thirteen (fourteen on July) and I am studying in Anglican High School. Sad to say I'm overweight, but I'm not going to reveal my weight. Ever. All I'll say is that I stand at approximately one metre and seventy centimetres, maybe one or two centimetres left. I haven't measured it in a while.

Currently I'm single, though sometimes I wish I had a girlfriend, and sometimes I let out a sigh of relief I don't. I've had to help too many friends salvage their relationships and trust me, it isn't pretty.

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Likes

Music. (Anything good, except for classical)

Reading. (Only Fantasy, Science-Fiction or action-packed ones)

Writing.

Habbohotel.

Combatarms.

Dislikes

Insects of any kind.

Bitchy girls. I mean, who doesn't?

MMORPGs. Especially Maplestory.

Too serious teachers.

Greatly unreasonable rules, like the ones my school has at the moment.

Old-fashioned people.

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